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22 June 2011
{ 02:37 }
hi. today nothing much luh. went wena's house for SWnP project, recorded the results. then went cck for kfc with kangling. then came my house for maple... played till about 8pm, sent kangling off. went home. was worried for my mama just now. but thank God she's safe.
okay now...
i cant believe what i've just seen. i know i'm being a busybody, but if i werent, then i wouldnt have know that actually i'm not the one you yearn for. other girl is sooooo perfect. and i think i can roughly guess who. pretty, have brains, popular etc. typical guy's wishes for a girl. the perfect girl. i know i'm not perfect, but that doesnt mean that you've the right to hurt me twice in two weeks! when i decided to forgive and forget whatever happened in camp, you let me stumble upon this thing. yeah, i'm not perfect, definitely not the perfect one in your dreams. but thing is, i've feelings too boy! dont make me fall in love with you if you didnt plan to stay with me and be honest with your feelings in the first place. every experience is the same: random person came along, gradually she fell in love with him, and then he thanked and appreciated her by leaving her, or secretly saying that there's this other girl who's perfect, and if i've her, i wouldnt want the current one. what is this?! i dont get it. why cant you just tell me how you feel. let me know. this type of things.. better not to drag too long if you're stuck. because if you love/desire for two persons at the same time, choose the 2nd one (which unfortunately i'm not the one), because if you love the first one enough you wouldnt even have the 2nd.
sorry i'm not strong enough, sorry that i stumbled across this, sorry that i'm so foolish, sorry that i'm not perfect, sorry that i cant act like it dont affect me after whatever i saw... most importantly, sorry that i felt that you didnt cherish me enough. i can see, and i know, she's pretty, smart, popular, attractive etc.. the qualities that i dont have. sorry. but if you felt that way after the camp, you should've just told me how you felt. i really want to trust you. i do. i wanna have more faith in you. its just that whatever i stumbled upon tells me otherwise. i dont wanna lie to myself, neither do i wish to lie to you. and i hope you'd be honest with me. i do wish, very much, that i'm the only one, the one and only that you'll ever look at. that you'll ever love (from now). i want whatever you wrote for me on the blog to be true, and just for me. sigh. with NO OTHER GIRLS that you... might have feelings for? or you wished for.
i hate these things, esp right before common tests. i suppose woman's instincts are usually pretty accurate. i dont feel secure after the camp, very affected by the MB1103 bunch of girls esp. so.. i'm right?
i feel hurt. much more than i imagined.
tell me that i'm wrong, tell me i over-imagined. but most importantly.. tell me the truth. will we ever work out? will you just appreciate what you have now, instead of wanting what you dont have? sigh, i guess it's human's nature. greed.
its okay, whatever you want to post on facebook or msn whatever. continue. i'm fine with it. sorry if i made you have no privacy.
bye, i really need to sleep. sleep to prevent the tears from falling again. God, please help me survive this. sigh.